I'm searching for an answer
For the way I feel inside
My head has filled itself with fear
In ways I can't describe

It seems so easy, it seems so easy to let it go
It seems so easy when you have control

How did I let it get ahold
Of everything I have
When did I lose control
How did I let it get ahold
Of everything I am
When did I lose control

I'm fighting for an escape
To take away this pain
My chest gets heavier
With each breath harder to take

It seems so easy, it seems so easy to ignore the signs
It seems so easy pretending that I'm fine

How did I let it get ahold
Of everything I have
When did I lose control
How did I let it get ahold
Of everything I am
When did I lose control